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Went for Maths remedial at 8 Talked to Rizan, Rong Zhou, Kerry all funny as hell LOL! Remedial was ok LOL! Andrew was stalking Ms Cai but looking at her from outside the classroom. Anyways, remedial over. Went with Kerry and Rong Zhou to KFC Waited them eat finish Then head back gate take bus home. Changed then headed to SAFRA cause planning meet Kerry and Rong Zhou there. Mostly empty cause it was only 11 30 around there? Saw Sec 1 bb boys. Watched them play L4D2 Then saw Wee Hock, Lam Yi, Keng Yee, Jing Xuan and Shia Yuan come. Shia Yuan played Dota while I joined others play L4D2 while still waiting for Kerry and Rong Zhou to come. You Heng came soon after. Then finally Rong Zhou and Kerry came. Since I was playing with other friends, they went play Dota 1st. Soon Wee Hock all left cause they goin watch movie Played L4D2 wif Rong Zhou and Kerry then. LOL! Immortality glitch. Kenna hit by the zombie wont lose hp so suan. Each them one of us tio special infected, take own time go save.LOL! After that, played 1 round Dota wif them, Me n Kerry against Rong Zhou. After that, left wif them Went golden village c got wat movie watch Booked movie for 'Megamind' Still got quite long before they show so Kerry and Rong Zhou followed me go eat at Kopitiam. Eat finish then slack cause still had 1 hour plus more to wait LOL == Saw Zhi Hong all at Star Fac. think saw Fireboy also? LOL idk Walked around Then bought popcorn all before heading inside sit. ![]() Watched the movie, Quite funny hehz Overall giv it 4.5/5 =o But sometimes cannot hear wat they saying cause people sitting behind us kept talkin to one another say wat they can expect coming from the movie. LOL jus watch luhs == After movie, went out of cinema all the way until outside Mac there then Kerry say he lost his handphone. Quickly went back golden village tell the person Kerry went wif 1 of the staff to find his handphone while me n Rong Zhou waited outside. Kerry came out soon wif his handphone. LOL he heng lo Slacked awhile then they followed me buy bubbletea then all went Art park slack. Watched other people play while talking lots of crap. LOL! Then they accompanied me wait for my bus come before all went home. Reached home at around 6.35
Sat: Went down play basketball wif 2 bro s n merrick despite having injured finger lol Saw Kelvin Vincent all there plus China and Pioneer people Played match. Damn hurt play cause wan shoot, release ball, injury acts up lol Saw Yu Heng (Sec 5) came wif his friends. Played with them. Then blah blah blah More ppl came. LOL Watch Yu Heng all play against Kevin Vincent all. Damn funny ROFL! LOL =x Yu Heng's friend kept saying stupid comments make every1 laugh like hell LOL! Played while more till like 10.15? Walked back to block On the way saw Adnan all sitting at table beside Mama shop there under my block. Friday: PTM (Parents-Teacher Meeting) Er... Jus say it went like dat LOL Happy max Got back handphone! Panicked when thot parents c bad results then dun wan help me take back. Heng ar... Hahas LOL Last Day: Funny how fast 2 years flew past for all of us. Now time for us to go our separate ways.
So many prizes to giv out Our class had some prize winners Want do this,should hav done it on Monday == Missed the entire MT lesson Sian i was planning to sleep during that lesson lol Went back for Physics Watch some idiot video LOL Recess makan Geo did some worksheet bout haze Rizan si bei gao xiao lol Epic way to sprain a neck manz (Y) Funny like hell Ms Ang kept trying to disturb him but standing at the left n call Rizan cause he cant turn to the left LOL Then watever crap blah blah blah Lit Rakeezah bo lai So had relief teacher Did crosswork puzzle then slacked Maths Learned bout probability After school: Went find Kaka all. Found them at canteen Makan Changed Then headed outside for training Training start blah blah blah After training, went KFC wif Rong Zhou, Wei Bin and Kaka Waited them finish, headed to bus stop wif Wei Bin and Kaka while Rong Zhou went the other bus stop Bus-ed home 185 Crapz playin match that time, 2nd n Middle finger kenna bang. LOL Middle finger not so serious But the stupid 2nd finger Swollen like fcuk! Also look macham fat == Try move, hurts damn lot Crapz == Wow, you caused me a lot of pain. I fucking hate you girl, really. (:
Had stupid talk bout being 'smoke-free' LOL Every1 (school) noisy so kenna punished had to sit down read book until can go. Last class to go cause ms fong talking to other students then had to wait =.= Leg wan break == Went back. Class noisy Ms fong not happy, so release us late for release Recess blah blah blah rest of the time forget do wat le Aft school: Walked home wif Wee Hock n Jing Xuan LOL at traffic light saw Andrew carrying 1 big fruit for dk wat reason == idiot LOL Walked till gek poh, both of them went home. Went mac eat by myself. Saw Yi Fan all there Surprise Dom. works there LOL He tell me next time if wan work there, he n my other friends (also work there) can refer me. Lol hahas Thx lo Finished eating Bought 1 macflurry Ate on rest of way home wif listening to walkman (Y) Todae: Had subject choosing options at com. lab Once finish went back for cs. Watched movie 'Get Smart' i think Quite funny hahs lol Nvr get watch finish Geo talked bout the haze uh i think Physics So damn boring i was sleeping most of the time Recess makan. EL Did our 'farewell' party Quite sad 2 years gone in a flash Watch videos Ms Rakeezah made wif 2E photos Then Ms Rakeezah giv speech keep stop cause she wan cry Sad Then she gav gift to all Wif group pics of 2e plus stickers Behind the pic got her note to each of us. Sad HE Dk y the hell the teacher say will hav fun last week But she just bring 1 stupid video of cooking forget wat Damn disgustin == lol Kept make jokes bout it After school Walked to the bus stop near gas station there wif Wei Jie Then we took 185 home Maybe meetin him go gym later, c his father hw. Tata~
Not dropping NA Idk if i should be happy or sad lol -Lazy do full update, next time ba- Sometimes I wonder if life is really worth it,then I look at your smile and I know it is. Because of you... I laugh a little harder, cry a little less, and smile a little more. When the angels ask what I loved most about life, I'll say you.
Washed up changed blah blah blah Was suppose to meet Wei Bin at Kenny so can eat together but late so went to bb court wif Yi Fan. Trained~ After training, walked home wif Zheng Yong Was half-dead lol Called Yu Heng about safra thing. Reached home, did quick shower, changed and went to safra to meet Yu Heng, Keng Yee, Jing Xuan, Lam Yi and Wee Hock. Played new L4D2 map wif them. Saw Yi Zhan, Elroy, You Yang and others come soon. Also saw Stan, Chi Tat and Kaymun Yu Heng, Keng Yee and Jing Xuan left first to go eat. Me, Wee Hock and Lam Yi played while more then left to go find them. Met them at Ishi Mura (idk spell correct anot) Ate there then all went JP. Followed Wee Hock cause he deciding whether to buy hat or pouch. In the end, went X Craft buy his hat. All slacked n walked around JP. Then all wan go home le. Me, Jing Xuan, Wee Hock and Keng Yee took 243G Lam Yi took 241 n Yu Heng idk wat he took LOL Reached home at around 5
Why do everybody want to hurt me so bad?What did I ever do to them? They always say if you have any problems, you should talk to your family about it. What if they are the problem? They also say you can count on your 'friends' to cheer you up. What if they are the one that hit you down even lower than you already are. Life is full of shit. And I'm sick of it. I always try to hide everything inside and keep it to myself. But I have my limits. And I'm at the point of it. I try to control myself. Force myself not to cry despite how much it hurts. But as I said earlier, I have my limits. Now I keep breaking down and cry by myself at one corner. I'm so lost. I just want to kill myself so bad. I don't even know what I'm living for. Whatever it is, is it all worth it? So far, living has got me nothing but anger, pain and sadness. It just hurts so fucking bad. I can't take none of this fucking shit anymore! I just wish that i was never born in the first place. Can somebody give me a gun to shoot myself with. Just what the fuck am I born for? Can I just die? I WANT TO DIE! |
One year older every 29 Dec WWSS
†Alicia C. |
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