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Sunday, October 31, 2010,9:05 PM
Tmr training idk i will hw but cant wait cause so freakin bored at home all day!=x

Sat:
Went down play basketball wif 2 bro s n merrick despite having injured finger lol
Saw Kelvin Vincent all there plus China and Pioneer people
Played match.
Damn hurt play cause wan shoot, release ball, injury acts up lol
Saw Yu Heng (Sec 5) came wif his friends.
Played with them.
Then blah blah blah
More ppl came.
LOL
Watch Yu Heng all play against Kevin Vincent all. Damn funny ROFL! LOL =x
Yu Heng's friend kept saying stupid comments make every1 laugh like hell LOL!
Played while more till like 10.15?
Walked back to block
On the way saw Adnan all sitting at table beside Mama shop there under my block.

Friday:
PTM (Parents-Teacher Meeting)
Er...
Jus say it went like dat LOL
Happy max
Got back handphone!
Panicked when thot parents c bad results then dun wan help me take back. Heng ar... Hahas LOL

Last Day:

Funny how fast 2 years flew past for all of us. Now time for us to go our separate ways.


Wednesday, October 27, 2010,10:07 PM
Assembly was a big bore ==
So many prizes to giv out
Our class had some prize winners
Want do this,should hav done it on Monday ==
Missed the entire MT lesson
Sian i was planning to sleep during that lesson lol
Went back for Physics
Watch some idiot video
LOL
Recess makan
Geo did some worksheet bout haze
Rizan si bei gao xiao lol
Epic way to sprain a neck manz (Y)
Funny like hell
Ms Ang kept trying to disturb him but standing at the left n call Rizan cause he cant turn to the left LOL
Then watever crap blah blah blah
Lit
Rakeezah bo lai
So had relief teacher
Did crosswork puzzle then slacked
Maths
Learned bout probability

After school:
Went find Kaka all.
Found them at canteen
Makan
Changed
Then headed outside for training
Training start blah blah blah
After training, went KFC wif Rong Zhou, Wei Bin and Kaka
Waited them finish, headed to bus stop wif Wei Bin and Kaka while Rong Zhou went the other bus stop
Bus-ed home 185

Crapz playin match that time, 2nd n Middle finger kenna bang.
LOL
Middle finger not so serious
But the stupid 2nd finger
Swollen like fcuk! Also look macham fat ==
Try move, hurts damn lot
Crapz
==

Wow, you caused me a lot of pain.
I fucking hate you girl, really. (:


Tuesday, October 26, 2010,3:10 PM
Yesterday:
Had stupid talk bout being 'smoke-free' LOL
Every1 (school) noisy so kenna punished had to sit down read book until can go.
Last class to go cause ms fong talking to other students then had to wait =.=
Leg wan break ==
Went back.
Class noisy
Ms fong not happy, so release us late for release
Recess blah blah blah rest of the time forget do wat le

Aft school:
Walked home wif Wee Hock n Jing Xuan
LOL at traffic light saw Andrew carrying 1 big fruit for dk wat reason == idiot LOL
Walked till gek poh, both of them went home.
Went mac eat by myself.
Saw Yi Fan all there
Surprise Dom. works there LOL
He tell me next time if wan work there, he n my other friends (also work there) can refer me. Lol hahas Thx lo
Finished eating
Bought 1 macflurry
Ate on rest of way home wif listening to walkman (Y)

Todae:
Had subject choosing options at com. lab
Once finish went back for cs.
Watched movie
'Get Smart' i think
Quite funny hahs lol
Nvr get watch finish
Geo
talked bout the haze uh i think
Physics
So damn boring i was sleeping most of the time
Recess makan.
EL
Did our 'farewell' party
Quite sad
2 years gone in a flash
Watch videos Ms Rakeezah made wif 2E photos
Then Ms Rakeezah giv speech keep stop cause she wan cry
Sad
Then she gav gift to all
Wif group pics of 2e plus stickers
Behind the pic got her note to each of us.
Sad
HE
Dk y the hell the teacher say will hav fun last week
But she just bring 1 stupid video of cooking forget wat
Damn disgustin == lol
Kept make jokes bout it

After school
Walked to the bus stop near gas station there wif Wei Jie
Then we took 185 home
Maybe meetin him go gym later, c his father hw.

Tata~


Monday, October 25, 2010,4:22 PM
Got back results.
Not dropping NA
Idk if i should be happy or sad lol

-Lazy do full update, next time ba-

Sometimes I wonder if life is really worth it,then I look at your smile and I know it is.
Because of you... I laugh a little harder, cry a little less, and smile a little more.
When the angels ask what I loved most about life, I'll say you.


Friday, October 22, 2010,9:02 PM
Woke up at 7 todae cause had bb training.
Washed up changed blah blah blah
Was suppose to meet Wei Bin at Kenny so can eat together but late so went to bb court wif Yi Fan.
Trained~
After training, walked home wif Zheng Yong
Was half-dead lol
Called Yu Heng about safra thing.
Reached home, did quick shower, changed and went to safra to meet Yu Heng, Keng Yee, Jing Xuan, Lam Yi and Wee Hock.
Played new L4D2 map wif them.
Saw Yi Zhan, Elroy, You Yang and others come soon.
Also saw Stan, Chi Tat and Kaymun
Yu Heng, Keng Yee and Jing Xuan left first to go eat.
Me, Wee Hock and Lam Yi played while more then left to go find them.
Met them at Ishi Mura (idk spell correct anot)
Ate there then all went JP.
Followed Wee Hock cause he deciding whether to buy hat or pouch.
In the end, went X Craft buy his hat.
All slacked n walked around JP.
Then all wan go home le.
Me, Jing Xuan, Wee Hock and Keng Yee took 243G
Lam Yi took 241 n Yu Heng idk wat he took LOL
Reached home at around 5


Thursday, October 21, 2010,4:22 PM
Why do everybody want to hurt me so bad?
What did I ever do to them?
They always say if you have any problems, you should talk to your family about it.
What if they are the problem?
They also say you can count on your 'friends' to cheer you up.
What if they are the one that hit you down even lower than you already are.
Life is full of shit.
And I'm sick of it.

I always try to hide everything inside and keep it to myself.
But I have my limits.
And I'm at the point of it.
I try to control myself.
Force myself not to cry despite how much it hurts.
But as I said earlier, I have my limits.
Now I keep breaking down and cry by myself at one corner.

I'm so lost.

I just want to kill myself so bad.
I don't even know what I'm living for.
Whatever it is, is it all worth it?
So far, living has got me nothing but anger, pain and sadness.
It just hurts so fucking bad.
I can't take none of this fucking shit anymore!
I just wish that i was never born in the first place.

Can somebody give me a gun to shoot myself with.
Just what the fuck am I born for?
Can I just die?
I WANT TO DIE!


Wednesday, October 20, 2010,9:41 PM
Screwed...
Crapz so screwd...
Screwd most of the subjects =.= LOL
Wat m i goin to do?
Wif such bad results, idk wat class i can get into.
Scared to the max...

Todae:
Assembly:
Had subject choosing briefing

MT:
Left awhile onli, went MRL, watched Ms Marzuki (dk hw spell) play chinese chess wif sec 3s.

Physics:
Did corrections.

Recess:
Makan.

Geo:
Dk wat we doin cause kept falling asleep. onli remember doing reflection.

Lit:
Talked bout chalet.

Maths:
Did corrections.

After school:
Waited for Jian, Kaka and Zhen wif Wei Bin. After that, followed them go get their passport from their teacher. Went makan wif them. Changed then went training. Damnit! Deproved like hellz. Been training body all but nvr train bb skills == wthz
Trained~ Trained~ Trained~
After training, went KFC eat wif Wei Bin, Rong Zhou and Kaka.
LOL Kaka kept blaming me for wat happened to his hand. == he ownself punch my shoulder there then kenna until himself lol
Finished eating, took 172 wif Rong Zhou
Slacked at bus stop wif him
Then walked around chat
Slacked at art park there
Soon went home
Bus-ed home at around 7.20

crap injured knee again =.=


Wednesday, October 13, 2010,3:43 PM
EYE is over tmr!
Jus hav 1 stupid oral but no cake de
Hahahas can finally relac

Received call from WJ
Ask me wan go swimming
Nothing do so agreed
Went his house
Waited him pack his things
Went JP first for awhile
Saw Stan, Ah hao all there
Watched WJ n all of them play maximum tune.
Soon, left then took 241 to Jurong Stadium
Slacked at jacuzzi, swam awhile, played slide
7 plus, showered n left
Went pioneer market wif him buy bbtea
Then walking back to his house, saw his mother n his sister
Rushed back to his house, think 2e ppl should noe y ba
Then slacked there until 8 30
Then went home for western food hehe ^^

i dunno wat the hell is wrong wif me
isit really so hard to forget someone?
trying to forget but its so hard
i try to ignore but it jus hurts so much
this heart's old wound is opening up again
y should i do to forget about u totally?


Tuesday, October 12, 2010,12:39 PM
YOYOYO! EYE almost over!!! WOOTS!
Jus Chem plus EL Oral left then everything is all over WAHAHAHAHS...~

To a certain someone:
Dun wry u shld be able to do fine so stop blaming urself. :)

EYE is going to over
EYE is going to over
BWHAHAHAHHAS...~

Lets PARTYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!~~~~yayaya...

Dynamite-Taio Cruz:
I throw my hands up in the air sometimes
Saying AYO!
Gotta let go!
I wanna celebrate and live my life
Saying AYO!
Baby, let's go!

I came to dance, dance, dance, dance
I hit the floor
'Cause that's my, plans, plans, plans, plans
I'm wearing all my favorite
Brands, brands, brands, brands
Give me space for both my hands, hands, hands, hands
Ye, ye
Cause it goes on and on and on
And it goes on and on and on

Yeah!

I throw my hands up in the air sometimes
Saying AYO!
Gotta let go!
I wanna celebrate and live my life
Saying AYO!
Baby, let's go!

'Cause we gon' rock this club
We gon' go all night
We gon' light it up
Like it's dynamite!
'Cause I told you once
Now I told you twice
We gon' light it up
Like it's dynamite!

I came to move, move, move, move
Get out the way me and my crew, crew, crew, crew
I'm in the club so I'm gonna do, do, do, do
Just what the fuck, came here to do, do, do, do

Ye, ye

Cause it goes on and on and on
And it goes on and on and on

Yeah!

I throw my hands up in the air sometimes
Saying AYO!
Gotta let go!
I wanna celebrate and live my life
Saying AYO!
Baby, let's go!

'Cause we gon' rock this club

We gon' go all night
We gon' light it up
Like it's dynamite!
'Cause I told you once
Now I told you twice
We gon' light it up
Like it's dynamite!

I'm gonna take it all like,
I'm gonna be the last one standing,
I'm alone and all I
I'm gonna be the last one landing
'Cause I, I, I Believe it
And I, I, I
I just want it all, I just want it all
I'm gonna put my hands in the air
Hands in the air
Put your hands in the air

I throw my hands up in the air sometimes
Saying AYO!
Gotta let go!
I wanna celebrate and live my life
Saying AYO!
Baby, let's go!

'Cause we gon' rock this club
We gon' go all night
We gon' light it up
Like it's dynamite!
'Cause I told you once
Now I told you twice
We gon' light it up
Like it's dynamite!


Sunday, October 10, 2010,8:48 PM
So many questions:
What happened when humans die?
-They go to heaven or hell.
Who created heaven or hell?
-Gods.
Who created Gods?
Who created who?
Who started life?
Why create life when most of what we experience is pain, sadness and suffering?
Is life a game?
What is love?
Why does love have so many different kinds of effects?
What is the reason for humans to live when they cant stay with their love ones to the very end?
Who is the one that started everything?
Love.Pain.Suffering.Happiness.Sadness.
Is life really just a game?
When you die, you reborn as someone else, its like hitting the restart button of a game.
Are we just toys or characters to something way bigger unknown out there?
Why are there so many things that are left not answered?

What really is the truth of all this?

The most important question is,
Who knows all the answers?


Friday, October 8, 2010,4:03 PM
Haiz...long time no post le...but posting cause someone tell me updatez ya :>
Currently having EYE
Think that gonna screw up most of them x: like Physics and Geo ==
3 more exams: Mt (o.o i not taking HAHAS ^^v), Maths Paper 2 and Chem
+ 1 EL Oral
JYJY all!!! (:


Its surprisingly how fast time flies.
Coming to the end of the year soon.
Going to be hard to say good-bye to most of the friends that I spent 2 years with.
Time really flies too quickly...




 
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