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Sat: Went down play basketball wif 2 bro s n merrick despite having injured finger lol Saw Kelvin Vincent all there plus China and Pioneer people Played match. Damn hurt play cause wan shoot, release ball, injury acts up lol Saw Yu Heng (Sec 5) came wif his friends. Played with them. Then blah blah blah More ppl came. LOL Watch Yu Heng all play against Kevin Vincent all. Damn funny ROFL! LOL =x Yu Heng's friend kept saying stupid comments make every1 laugh like hell LOL! Played while more till like 10.15? Walked back to block On the way saw Adnan all sitting at table beside Mama shop there under my block. Friday: PTM (Parents-Teacher Meeting) Er... Jus say it went like dat LOL Happy max Got back handphone! Panicked when thot parents c bad results then dun wan help me take back. Heng ar... Hahas LOL Last Day: Funny how fast 2 years flew past for all of us. Now time for us to go our separate ways.
So many prizes to giv out Our class had some prize winners Want do this,should hav done it on Monday == Missed the entire MT lesson Sian i was planning to sleep during that lesson lol Went back for Physics Watch some idiot video LOL Recess makan Geo did some worksheet bout haze Rizan si bei gao xiao lol Epic way to sprain a neck manz (Y) Funny like hell Ms Ang kept trying to disturb him but standing at the left n call Rizan cause he cant turn to the left LOL Then watever crap blah blah blah Lit Rakeezah bo lai So had relief teacher Did crosswork puzzle then slacked Maths Learned bout probability After school: Went find Kaka all. Found them at canteen Makan Changed Then headed outside for training Training start blah blah blah After training, went KFC wif Rong Zhou, Wei Bin and Kaka Waited them finish, headed to bus stop wif Wei Bin and Kaka while Rong Zhou went the other bus stop Bus-ed home 185 Crapz playin match that time, 2nd n Middle finger kenna bang. LOL Middle finger not so serious But the stupid 2nd finger Swollen like fcuk! Also look macham fat == Try move, hurts damn lot Crapz == Wow, you caused me a lot of pain. I fucking hate you girl, really. (:
Had stupid talk bout being 'smoke-free' LOL Every1 (school) noisy so kenna punished had to sit down read book until can go. Last class to go cause ms fong talking to other students then had to wait =.= Leg wan break == Went back. Class noisy Ms fong not happy, so release us late for release Recess blah blah blah rest of the time forget do wat le Aft school: Walked home wif Wee Hock n Jing Xuan LOL at traffic light saw Andrew carrying 1 big fruit for dk wat reason == idiot LOL Walked till gek poh, both of them went home. Went mac eat by myself. Saw Yi Fan all there Surprise Dom. works there LOL He tell me next time if wan work there, he n my other friends (also work there) can refer me. Lol hahas Thx lo Finished eating Bought 1 macflurry Ate on rest of way home wif listening to walkman (Y) Todae: Had subject choosing options at com. lab Once finish went back for cs. Watched movie 'Get Smart' i think Quite funny hahs lol Nvr get watch finish Geo talked bout the haze uh i think Physics So damn boring i was sleeping most of the time Recess makan. EL Did our 'farewell' party Quite sad 2 years gone in a flash Watch videos Ms Rakeezah made wif 2E photos Then Ms Rakeezah giv speech keep stop cause she wan cry Sad Then she gav gift to all Wif group pics of 2e plus stickers Behind the pic got her note to each of us. Sad HE Dk y the hell the teacher say will hav fun last week But she just bring 1 stupid video of cooking forget wat Damn disgustin == lol Kept make jokes bout it After school Walked to the bus stop near gas station there wif Wei Jie Then we took 185 home Maybe meetin him go gym later, c his father hw. Tata~
Not dropping NA Idk if i should be happy or sad lol -Lazy do full update, next time ba- Sometimes I wonder if life is really worth it,then I look at your smile and I know it is. Because of you... I laugh a little harder, cry a little less, and smile a little more. When the angels ask what I loved most about life, I'll say you.
Washed up changed blah blah blah Was suppose to meet Wei Bin at Kenny so can eat together but late so went to bb court wif Yi Fan. Trained~ After training, walked home wif Zheng Yong Was half-dead lol Called Yu Heng about safra thing. Reached home, did quick shower, changed and went to safra to meet Yu Heng, Keng Yee, Jing Xuan, Lam Yi and Wee Hock. Played new L4D2 map wif them. Saw Yi Zhan, Elroy, You Yang and others come soon. Also saw Stan, Chi Tat and Kaymun Yu Heng, Keng Yee and Jing Xuan left first to go eat. Me, Wee Hock and Lam Yi played while more then left to go find them. Met them at Ishi Mura (idk spell correct anot) Ate there then all went JP. Followed Wee Hock cause he deciding whether to buy hat or pouch. In the end, went X Craft buy his hat. All slacked n walked around JP. Then all wan go home le. Me, Jing Xuan, Wee Hock and Keng Yee took 243G Lam Yi took 241 n Yu Heng idk wat he took LOL Reached home at around 5
Why do everybody want to hurt me so bad?What did I ever do to them? They always say if you have any problems, you should talk to your family about it. What if they are the problem? They also say you can count on your 'friends' to cheer you up. What if they are the one that hit you down even lower than you already are. Life is full of shit. And I'm sick of it. I always try to hide everything inside and keep it to myself. But I have my limits. And I'm at the point of it. I try to control myself. Force myself not to cry despite how much it hurts. But as I said earlier, I have my limits. Now I keep breaking down and cry by myself at one corner. I'm so lost. I just want to kill myself so bad. I don't even know what I'm living for. Whatever it is, is it all worth it? So far, living has got me nothing but anger, pain and sadness. It just hurts so fucking bad. I can't take none of this fucking shit anymore! I just wish that i was never born in the first place. Can somebody give me a gun to shoot myself with. Just what the fuck am I born for? Can I just die? I WANT TO DIE!
Screwd most of the subjects =.= LOL Wat m i goin to do? Wif such bad results, idk wat class i can get into. Scared to the max... Todae: Assembly: Had subject choosing briefing MT: Left awhile onli, went MRL, watched Ms Marzuki (dk hw spell) play chinese chess wif sec 3s. Physics: Did corrections. Recess: Makan. Geo: Dk wat we doin cause kept falling asleep. onli remember doing reflection. Lit: Talked bout chalet. Maths: Did corrections. After school: Waited for Jian, Kaka and Zhen wif Wei Bin. After that, followed them go get their passport from their teacher. Went makan wif them. Changed then went training. Damnit! Deproved like hellz. Been training body all but nvr train bb skills == wthz Trained~ Trained~ Trained~ After training, went KFC eat wif Wei Bin, Rong Zhou and Kaka. LOL Kaka kept blaming me for wat happened to his hand. == he ownself punch my shoulder there then kenna until himself lol Finished eating, took 172 wif Rong Zhou Slacked at bus stop wif him Then walked around chat Slacked at art park there Soon went home Bus-ed home at around 7.20 crap injured knee again =.=
Jus hav 1 stupid oral but no cake de Hahahas can finally relac Received call from WJ Ask me wan go swimming Nothing do so agreed Went his house Waited him pack his things Went JP first for awhile Saw Stan, Ah hao all there Watched WJ n all of them play maximum tune. Soon, left then took 241 to Jurong Stadium Slacked at jacuzzi, swam awhile, played slide 7 plus, showered n left Went pioneer market wif him buy bbtea Then walking back to his house, saw his mother n his sister Rushed back to his house, think 2e ppl should noe y ba Then slacked there until 8 30 Then went home for western food hehe ^^ i dunno wat the hell is wrong wif me isit really so hard to forget someone? trying to forget but its so hard i try to ignore but it jus hurts so much this heart's old wound is opening up again y should i do to forget about u totally?
Jus Chem plus EL Oral left then everything is all over WAHAHAHAHS...~ To a certain someone: Dun wry u shld be able to do fine so stop blaming urself. :) EYE is going to over EYE is going to over BWHAHAHAHHAS...~ Lets PARTYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!~~~~yayaya... Dynamite-Taio Cruz: I throw my hands up in the air sometimes Saying AYO! Gotta let go! I wanna celebrate and live my life Saying AYO! Baby, let's go! I came to dance, dance, dance, dance I hit the floor 'Cause that's my, plans, plans, plans, plans I'm wearing all my favorite Brands, brands, brands, brands Give me space for both my hands, hands, hands, hands Ye, ye Cause it goes on and on and on And it goes on and on and on Yeah! I throw my hands up in the air sometimes Saying AYO! Gotta let go! I wanna celebrate and live my life Saying AYO! Baby, let's go! 'Cause we gon' rock this club We gon' go all night We gon' light it up Like it's dynamite! 'Cause I told you once Now I told you twice We gon' light it up Like it's dynamite! I came to move, move, move, move Get out the way me and my crew, crew, crew, crew I'm in the club so I'm gonna do, do, do, do Just what the fuck, came here to do, do, do, do Ye, ye Cause it goes on and on and on And it goes on and on and on Yeah! I throw my hands up in the air sometimes Saying AYO! Gotta let go! I wanna celebrate and live my life Saying AYO! Baby, let's go! 'Cause we gon' rock this club We gon' go all night We gon' light it up Like it's dynamite! 'Cause I told you once Now I told you twice We gon' light it up Like it's dynamite! I'm gonna take it all like, I'm gonna be the last one standing, I'm alone and all I I'm gonna be the last one landing 'Cause I, I, I Believe it And I, I, I I just want it all, I just want it all I'm gonna put my hands in the air Hands in the air Put your hands in the air I throw my hands up in the air sometimes Saying AYO! Gotta let go! I wanna celebrate and live my life Saying AYO! Baby, let's go! 'Cause we gon' rock this club We gon' go all night We gon' light it up Like it's dynamite! 'Cause I told you once Now I told you twice We gon' light it up Like it's dynamite!
What happened when humans die? -They go to heaven or hell. Who created heaven or hell? -Gods. Who created Gods? Who created who? Who started life? Why create life when most of what we experience is pain, sadness and suffering? Is life a game? What is love? Why does love have so many different kinds of effects? What is the reason for humans to live when they cant stay with their love ones to the very end? Who is the one that started everything? Love.Pain.Suffering.Happiness.Sadness. Is life really just a game? When you die, you reborn as someone else, its like hitting the restart button of a game. Are we just toys or characters to something way bigger unknown out there? Why are there so many things that are left not answered? What really is the truth of all this? The most important question is, Who knows all the answers?
Currently having EYE Think that gonna screw up most of them x: like Physics and Geo == 3 more exams: Mt (o.o i not taking HAHAS ^^v), Maths Paper 2 and Chem + 1 EL Oral JYJY all!!! (: Its surprisingly how fast time flies. Coming to the end of the year soon. Going to be hard to say good-bye to most of the friends that I spent 2 years with. Time really flies too quickly... |
One year older every 29 Dec WWSS
†Alicia C. |
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