| Thursday, October 21, 2010,4:22 PM |
Why do everybody want to hurt me so bad?What did I ever do to them?
They always say if you have any problems, you should talk to your family about it.
What if they are the problem?
They also say you can count on your 'friends' to cheer you up.
What if they are the one that hit you down even lower than you already are.
Life is full of shit.
And I'm sick of it.
I always try to hide everything inside and keep it to myself.
But I have my limits.
And I'm at the point of it.
I try to control myself.
Force myself not to cry despite how much it hurts.
But as I said earlier, I have my limits.
Now I keep breaking down and cry by myself at one corner.
I'm so lost.
I just want to kill myself so bad.
I don't even know what I'm living for.
Whatever it is, is it all worth it?
So far, living has got me nothing but anger, pain and sadness.
It just hurts so fucking bad.
I can't take none of this fucking shit anymore!
I just wish that i was never born in the first place.
Can somebody give me a gun to shoot myself with.
Just what the fuck am I born for?
Can I just die?
I WANT TO DIE!
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